EXPUESTA
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
How would my life be if one day I woke up and feel nothing, absolutely nothing?
Somehow all my worries, insecurities and laments were taken away, clean like the first day I was conceived.
Not a thought has been left to find of the burdens brought on by my self.
Don’t even know what was there to find?
Not sure of what to feel.
No drama left to spare. Empty thoughts of just being.
Being with my self.
Kinda of boring, it seems.
Kinda of Peaceful, I see.
WrV Aug. 16, 2010
Somehow all my worries, insecurities and laments were taken away, clean like the first day I was conceived.
Not a thought has been left to find of the burdens brought on by my self.
Don’t even know what was there to find?
Not sure of what to feel.
No drama left to spare. Empty thoughts of just being.
Being with my self.
Kinda of boring, it seems.
Kinda of Peaceful, I see.
WrV Aug. 16, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Feb. 29, 2008 740-811pm
I am bored with life with everyone and everything.
I am bored.
I am afraid of what I’ve only dreamed of but not yet lived.
This is what I know. This is comfortable, this boring life I mean.
I know now how people play the game called life. Because I’m playing it as well.
And I’m good at it. Proud?, yes. Happy?, no.
Fear:
I am afraid of what I haven’t experienced Yet. Afraid of rejection, emotional pain.
But, isn’t this the real game of life? To think out of the box. To experience failure in order to experience success.
To hurt in order to heal?
“I ‘am afraid” What does this mean? What does it mean to be afraid what does it look like?. Does it taste like anything? Does it have a color? If I cut through my guts will I find it?
I AM WHO I CHOSE TO BE TODAY, ME
Straight from the thoughts of WrV
I am bored with life with everyone and everything.
I am bored.
I am afraid of what I’ve only dreamed of but not yet lived.
This is what I know. This is comfortable, this boring life I mean.
I know now how people play the game called life. Because I’m playing it as well.
And I’m good at it. Proud?, yes. Happy?, no.
Fear:
I am afraid of what I haven’t experienced Yet. Afraid of rejection, emotional pain.
But, isn’t this the real game of life? To think out of the box. To experience failure in order to experience success.
To hurt in order to heal?
“I ‘am afraid” What does this mean? What does it mean to be afraid what does it look like?. Does it taste like anything? Does it have a color? If I cut through my guts will I find it?
I AM WHO I CHOSE TO BE TODAY, ME
Straight from the thoughts of WrV
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)