Feb. 29, 2008 740-811pm

I am bored with life with everyone and everything.
I am bored.

I am afraid of what I’ve only dreamed of but not yet lived.

This is what I know. This is comfortable, this boring life I mean.

I know now how people play the game called life. Because I’m playing it as well.

And I’m good at it. Proud?, yes. Happy?, no.

Fear:

I am afraid of what I haven’t experienced Yet. Afraid of rejection, emotional pain.

But, isn’t this the real game of life? To think out of the box. To experience failure in order to experience success.

To hurt in order to heal?

“I ‘am afraid” What does this mean? What does it mean to be afraid what does it look like?. Does it taste like anything? Does it have a color? If I cut through my guts will I find it?


I AM WHO I CHOSE TO BE TODAY, ME
Straight from the thoughts of WrV